hetl

hey guys

so last night i draw a sailor eris fav.me/d38p7pa
picture and i came up with a story
but i found it to be a boring story

but about a half an hour ago
  he told me that eris is a nibru
and that it heading to earth in 2012
so went to go look it up

im not saying that im entirely 100% convinced but i am not saying that i dont believe in it 100%

but what i was looking up gave me a great idea
so here what i came up with

also do you guys think i should change sailor eris
hair. if so what color

idea
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A thousand years ago or moon was home to great civilation
ruled by queen serenity, every thing was peacful, until the a rival of evil queen beryl
to conquer the the moon, queen beryl unleached the awesome power of the negaforce
all though the moon kingdom was destoryed queen serenity last hope was the imperium silver crystal and the crescent moon wand frozen moon beams crystals the queen sent the princess and the childern of moon to the future on earth, there memories were lost them

but im getting a head of my self
our story has nothing to with them
your story actually start on earth, the earth princess was very young and beautiful and  the king of earth feared for here safety, so he asked the queen serenity to give his daughter the power's as she did with the court of the moon princess, the queen serenity agreed but with couple condition, first was that princess serena would be aloud to marry the prince darien, earth custume clearly state the prince must marry in to royal blood line, the reluctantly the king agreed, second that she would a point one of her moon kingdom guardian to watch over her and
and to teacher how to fight and control her powers. the king also agreed to this

all though the queen had my guardian in her she found it very had to just chose one
the four inner guardian where part of serena court, so the could not risk losing one
so she tured to the outer guardian who protected the inner kingdows from evils trying to enter our world
sailor uranus guardian of the skie's
sailor nepture guardian of the sea's
sailor pluto guardian of the underworld
sailor saturn guardian of silence and destorier of worlds
sailor eris guardian of concord

the queeen decided the guardian of concord(sailor eris) would be the best choice
so the queen sent word to sailor eris return to the moon for a new mission
upon a arrival eris was a point to court of the earth princess and watch a protect her with her life

for many week eris trained the princess earth, how became more powerful be the day
when the queen beryl attacked earth eris was the first line of defence, she fought for day's
and was able to keep them back when it seemed that she was winning, disaster struck the eris had fallen but when she return she was leader of the of queen beryl she help bring down the earth kingdom, when they stormed the in to palace to finish of the queen and king

eris was confunted with the princess of earth
queen beryl and they other left earth and attacted the moon
leave eris to fight the princess, eris had the princess beat but in last ditch effort
the princess used all her powers to send eris hurled in to space never to return
but eris vowed that one day she would return to the earth princess
with eris's final word she hurled her in to space and earth princess was left the ruin of her kingdom, weak from the she prayed in the earth to save her from dieing

as she sit thinking to her it was over
a flashing light came flying from the sky
they kept falling tell she was surrounded
the light in cased her in tomb  
until a princess of noble blood would come and
save her

.........

that about all i got right now but i think it a cute story

so i have been watching this show called if you really knew me
and it make me cry and it make sad
because i always feel the same way they do
and i think if i let people know who i'am
it make feel better inside and i well stop crying
cuz im tired of cry

if you really knew me
you would know that i have concidered suicide many time
and i tried it once

if you really knew me
you would know that my family love me and i always looking for there love
but sometimes i feel like they love because they have to
and it sometimes it break my heart to think that they dont

if you really knew me
you would know that i am gay
and i feel like i disappointed family
and that there mad at me

if you really knew me
you would know that i have a hard
time crying i front of people becuz i feel
weak and vulnerable and i hate feeling that way

if you really knew me
im mad all the time
but i never let people see it
becuz i like when people are
so i go out of my way to be silly
and outrageous but i really hate being that way


if you really knew me
you would knew that i think i'am unlovable
and i want to be loved


if you really knew me
you would know that i'am big nerd
but i hide it just so that people dont judge

if you really knew me
you would knew that when i go to sleep at night
but i'am fraid that i won't wake up in the morning
so i try to stay up all night

if you really knew me
you would knew that i was in special ed call
until i was in 11 grade and i still have trouble
writing and reading, i act like lazy so that people dont
see that that i have a problem

if you really knew me
i am a fraid that i will never go anywhere in this world
and that i will never be able that live my dreams

if you really knew me
you would now when i see people fighting
i feel like it my fault and i take it as it my job
to make it better

if you really knew me
you would now that i really dont know my self
and that scare's the hell out of me

i think that all there is to know and feel little a better now

hey guys
i watch the last airbender today
and was really excited to see
i kept putting it off and today my friend wanted to go see
so we did and i was not impressed i tought it could be better

idk maybe it just me but they left out alot of stuff
and to tell you the truth after i seen yue die, i left
on the cartoon i cried but in the movie it wasnt even sad

M. Night Shyamalan has f-ed up my favorite cartoon  
i well never look at the avatar the same way again
i rather die before i go see another last airbender movie

well that all i have to say about that massacre of a movie
hope that M. Night Shyamalan doesnt make another airbender movie
cuz toph dosent deserve to be massacred
much hetl

ps. what the hell was up with that stupid ass dragon at first
i thought it was Koh, The Face Stealer but aang got scared
aang would have lost his face so i know it not him

and the way firebender fight in the movie was gay
i truly hate this movie and i have never said that about any movie before

hey guys

first of i like to say hello
to all the people who have been watching me
and say hello to anyone how is just visiting my page

thank for you support you guy are so awesome

second i like to say sorry to all the people how
are wait for request i am working super fast on them
and to the one that already got theres im so glad
you all like them

third i like to say that i have been neglecting my DA page
and that i trying my hardest to go throw your picture and fav
what i like and that i am trying to read your journals but with
1256 journals entry it begining to become to much... so what i have
decided to do is to delete every thing in my messages pic, note, journals
polls and start over all new tomorrow morning.

finally im think about putting some picture away or delete them
the one that are ugly or old or the one that no one really ever look
at because there just taking up space and it would be nice to just start
july off with a fresh start

ok these are something i have been working on

1.request for

2.request for

3.request for

(ok think those are only to that i have left
if i missed you please let me know)

4.fan art of danny grimreaper69.deviantart.com/ar…

5.been working on my oc power ranger, probly the most funest think ive done all year
super excite about them, it inspire me to draw again
also working one an idea for a comic or something a long those line for my oc power rangers

6.been working on the redesign of a couple of my oc
shadow and his family are get a whole redesign new hair, i many even change the style
but im undesided about it. i want this one to be done by the 4 of july
fixing the story of twice upon a nightmare trying to make it flow a little better

7.working on photoshop skills, that why i do so many requestes

well that al im doing so far
if there is anything you would like me to do more of or something i did in the
past be no longer to just let me know

much hetl

Homophobia means :
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.



~found this on
it almost made me cry